Zombie fiend for life...and the month's worst employee...

Today was by all means, the worst day at work, in my entire life! I got ACCUSED for not telling the truth by my manager, who later discharged me from 50% of my duties, hiring another person to do them instead...which is NOT good, because I need to work at least 90% to earn a proper paycheck... I have no idea how the hell I messed up on this one...But I must say, it sucks worse than what I expected.

So, the summary goes like this: I'm standing on the edge from being fired, becoming another loser with no job and no point of direction in life. Of course it sucks, but that's the way it goes for everyone during one time to another. UNLESS you are one of those premium dickheads aka. motherfucking rich people. (PS. I have nothing against rich people as long as they work for their money).

And to express my disappointment, I made a new dress from acid baths and colored ink:

Plain print.

Amy van Eden design..

THIS ONE, I'M GONNA WEAR WITH PRIDE.

Poison...

I've been disturbingly tired, lately. It feels like I'm a mindless, non-existent being, wandering around for no good reason. I'm currently working on my book, but I'm too drained to do anything with my scetches. It's going down fast, and I know I'm going to hit it with my sanity as a sacrifice. I don't mean to sound so...you know, but sometimes it's just easier to rant about everything and anything just to feel better. Most people know how it's like, and won't judge me and my opinions (hopefully).

Well, maybe I just need a break. Maybe, I need to shut down this dreadful machinary of fairly amusing features, so called websites, and just slip into a coma. Haha, no. I'll just wait around to get better, which I eventually will. Oh, and by the way: I LOVE the fall! It's so beautiful, the trees, the colors. Everything! I might post some pictures of our beautiful home, surrounded by amazing nature later. But for now, all you get is a depressing self portrait of black and white...

Say hello to my kitty, Priest! <3