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Zombie fiend for life...and the month's worst employee...

Today was by all means, the worst day at work, in my entire life! I got ACCUSED for not telling the truth by my manager, who later discharged me from 50% of my duties, hiring another person to do them instead...which is NOT good, because I need to work at least 90% to earn a proper paycheck... I have no idea how the hell I messed up on this one...But I must say, it sucks worse than what I expected.

So, the summary goes like this: I'm standing on the edge from being fired, becoming another loser with no job and no point of direction in life. Of course it sucks, but that's the way it goes for everyone during one time to another. UNLESS you are one of those premium dickheads aka. motherfucking rich people. (PS. I have nothing against rich people as long as they work for their money).

And to express my disappointment, I made a new dress from acid baths and colored ink:

Plain print.

Amy van Eden design..

THIS ONE, I'M GONNA WEAR WITH PRIDE.

Poison...

I've been disturbingly tired, lately. It feels like I'm a mindless, non-existent being, wandering around for no good reason. I'm currently working on my book, but I'm too drained to do anything with my scetches. It's going down fast, and I know I'm going to hit it with my sanity as a sacrifice. I don't mean to sound so...you know, but sometimes it's just easier to rant about everything and anything just to feel better. Most people know how it's like, and won't judge me and my opinions (hopefully).

Well, maybe I just need a break. Maybe, I need to shut down this dreadful machinary of fairly amusing features, so called websites, and just slip into a coma. Haha, no. I'll just wait around to get better, which I eventually will. Oh, and by the way: I LOVE the fall! It's so beautiful, the trees, the colors. Everything! I might post some pictures of our beautiful home, surrounded by amazing nature later. But for now, all you get is a depressing self portrait of black and white...

Say hello to my kitty, Priest! <3

To the people that wants to see me fail...

Most critics on the internet, are deranged people believing they can do everything so much better than everyone else. Not that I'm complaining... Though I should say, I only accept critique from serious critics and artists, rude and childish comments makes my head hurt a lot. I'm not overly sensitive (at least I hope not), but I just want to punch their little faces for not telling me shit in front of me personally, and rather achieve what ever their little hearts desire behind a fucking monitor. You are all doing it for fun, and then you go and act like you're a bunch of fucking parasites. You are messed up people.

Yours for a lifetime...

Oh, dear. I don't seem to follow up on my blogging-promises much. My mood has been disastrous the last week, and I want to apologize to everyone I've hurt. So much for nothing, I've been acting like a real bitch. Let's just say that I'm quite concerned about the rest of the year, if I still keep this unfortunate temper. Screw this shit. But on the brighter note: I thought I should put up some photos from my latest photo-shoot with Janna. Janna and I keep working on a regular basis, with awesome themed photo-sets. We've done quite a few shoots that I'm really excited about. She's a real angel...well an angel with dirty wings that is...

NOTE: Just because I haven't put watermarks on my photos, it doesn't give you the "authority" to steal or trace any of the images. Thank you!

BLOOPERS!

Can't...resist...smiling...to the...camera.

Four-legged human being? No, I just caught my assistant on photo. Who killed the beauty? 

DON'T EVEN ASK! I haven't got the slightest clue!

The painful expose

My head aches a little bit, and I have a dead taste in my mouth because I forgot my toothbrush at home... I'm going home today after spending my weekend with a friend - an amazing photographer (http://www.kristinxt.blogspot.com/) and a pretty decent mindscrew (haha!). She shot some pretty awesome photos of me nearby the railroad:

I cut myself on the fence while doing some awkward poses...sharp edges is a bitch.

We also tried a more "macabre" shoot...I just hope my friend don't die of my ripe zombie breath...